Name: Malina Lum. Birth Date: March 12. Current Location: Fremont, California Hair Color: Black, but dark brown in the sun. Righty/Lefty: Righty.
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: The future, hope, spiders, and needles. Your dream of the perfect date: Watching the stars on a summer night, or something like that Goals you’d like to achieve: To forget about everything.
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: Gah, do I have to get up? Your best physical feature: My… hair? Your bed time: Somewhere from 11 PM to 2 AM. Your most missed memory: 6th Grade.
LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke. McDonald’s or Burger King: Burger King. Single or Group Dates: Single. Adidas or Nike: Nike. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate. Cappuccino or Coffee: Both, as long as it has caffeine.
LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: No Cuss: Once in a while. Take showers: Everyday. Have a crush: Gave up. Like(d) school: Yeah, as long as it distracts me. Believe in yourself: Hah. Believe what goes around comes around: Yeah. Believe everything happens for a reason: Yeah. Think you’re a health freak: Uh… no.
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: Yeah. Been on stage: Yeah… Change project. Eaten sushi: I eat it once a week. Been hurt: Emotionally and physically. Dyed your hair: Nah. Was going to dye the tips though.
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER. Played a stripping game: No… Kissed the same sex: Nope. Got beaten up: Not that I can remember, but then again, I tend to block unpleasant memories. Changed who you were to fit in: Nope. I hid, but I don’t change.
LAYER 8: GETTING OLD
Age you’re hoping to be married by: 25-28 Number of kids you’re planning on having: At least 1.
LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: Doesn’t matter. Best hair color: Doesn’t matter. Short or long hair: I prefer short, but doesn’t really matter. Fat or fit: Fit. Looks or personality: Both. Fun or serious: Both.
LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: Survey. 1 HOUR AGO: Re-watching some episodes of Bleach. 1 WEEK AGO: Preparing for Change project. 1 YEAR AGO: Don’t remember.
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: tired, even thought I slept for 16 hours last night/this morning. I HATE: myself. I HIDE: my true self. I NEED: to be in control of myself. I LOVE: you.
You don’t know what you’re doing, yet you’re planning to throw everything away. You don’t know if you’re going to be successful, and you’re just going to go for it. It’s a 50/50 chance. We’re not like what we’ve used to be, and you’re still going to risk everything. Just watch, in less than a year, we’re going to be homeless and broke, all thanks to you. We’re going to be in debt.
You have so many wild ideas, and none of them are going to come true. Just calm the fuck down and do something useful for once. You say you want me to be well off in the future, well guess what, you’re doing nothing to help me.
Rain is rejuvenating. It washes away tears, pain, sadness. The reason the sun shines is because it rains, it’s a cycle. Literally. Where would rainbows be if it never rained? I love the smell after rain has poured down. Rain. It’s a good thing. Rain washes away tears that will be dried by the sun.
It’s my sign that He is always watching over me, because without him there, I don’t know how I’m going to go on with my life.